Tonight I'm packing up Hawaii clothes in my Seattle home. In an hour or so I'll head out to a bar downtown to meet up with L and friends. We've got an early morning flight and are making the most of tonight by drinking until departure. Before leaving humboldt I got in a couple good days of work at B's. All business, no pleasure. Well, yes pleasure, in the way of food, music and laughter. I am so content when I'm with him. I worked until 7pm my final day there and left from his house to drive overnight up to Seattle. I said goodbye and walked out. The moment the door clicked shut I felt my heart squeeze and my eyes start to water. Like walking back through the wardrobe into reality, leaving my magical space behind. But it's done. When I got into my car I resolved only to come back long enough after Iceland to collect my things and move.
These past few days in Seattle have been phenomenal. I regained all of my post-Mexico clarity and then some. I'm completely inspired and stoked on this year's possibilities. Writing, motorcycles, sexual expression-sans a man, tattoos, new locales... And time with my dearest dears in between.
Making the decision to leave humboldt entirely, at least until fall, became easy once I witnessed my complete regression from my Mexican bliss in a matter of days. Must.get.out. Bye bye lover man, trees, the coast and my place of emotional rebirth. You have served your purpose.
I wish you a very fond farewell. Xoxo
edit/ here are some hawaii photos <3
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